Nikki Bella says she's worried that the John Cena breakup will follow her for life

Nikki Bella opened up about life in the public eye on the latest episode of The Bellas Podcast, explaining that one of the things she struggles the most with is her relationships being subject to constant speculation. The former WWE star and her sister Brie Bella were interviewing The Bachelor's Hannah Ann Sluss. "I can imagine 'cause, you know, even myself going through a public break up, that was difficult," Nikki told Hannah Ann, seemingly referring to her split from John Cena. "And what was tough about that was it came out before a season went on air so people thought that it was a publicity stunt. Like it was fake just to get people to tune in." Total Bellas fans will recall that Nikki and John broke off their engagement in April 2018. However, she explained to Hannah Ann that she's still dealing with the fallout to this day. She continued, "It's been, what? Almost three years? Two-and-a-half years? And we still have it. I feel like I'm gonna have this triangle for the rest of my life. And so I just try to have this shell that fights it all. Because it used to get to me really bad, for a long time."