When I was in third standard, I remember that period of my life to be one of the most important and one of the most memorable times of all. There are basically two reasons behind that period of my life. One of the most essential ones, but both of them might not be quiet equally important, whereas one is slightly more important. To make it brief, I would like to explain this in a way that I had discovered Sun realities that I might have discovered later on but since they were destined to be discovered back then so it was quite a milestone for me back then. What was this milestone? Let me explain it in a step by step procedure yet briefly, this was the time when I discovered about these three personalities for the first time in my subject course. This subject was none other than history of course, but how I was receiving it was not the same as how my other colleagues and friends had. I remember these as important memories of my life. My entire subject of history back in third standard was revolving around these three personalities and these three were divided into three chapters. The longest chapter of all was of Victor's, of course and probably that was why I was inspired by him so much that I have loved him for the rest of my life and our bond is so strong that nothing can break our love.

These three personalities have been talking to us on and off in our schools and colleges over different time intervals but the third standard was the most important of all as it was the moment when it happened for the first time. I heard and I got to know about these names for the first time ever in my life and I like to remember this period as one of the golden days of my life since I learnt these names for the first time ever. There might be people out there who would not be able to understand my love and inspiration for them but with a passage of time, they would come to know that feeling inspired and getting admiration from great personalities of the past is not something quite unhealthy as people label it to be. The multiple personalities that were affiliated with these three personalities have also been a reason for why has been so much involved with all these people and their families regarding how they were supported by people around them and at the same time how they were betrayed by their close ones. This tragic tale might keep on going and this would obviously have no importance at all, however, I would like to share my piece of the tragedy that how I was told about the reality is and what the truth was on the other side. How one gets hurt by discovering these kinds of realities is what only I know and I literally do not want others to suffer the same what I have suffered.

On the other hand, what happened in my life and what really changed my life to a huge extent was an event or what I should call a tragedy that I witnessed from my own eyes. This was not quite an ordinary event, rather this was a kind of trauma that stays with you for the rest of your life and what was this? This was seeing an innocent lady who was not just an ordinary lady but was a mother who got killed. She was a woman who got killed right in front of her little son and this happened in the middle of the road where everyone was running and scenario of stampede was created but the terrorists who were actually scaring the people off had left a special agent who was tall heighted and who killed the woman by actually slashing her throat. Yes, this was the dark tragedy that I witnessed with my own eyes and this was also when I was in third standard and I was returning from school. I kept on thinking that this could have been my mother and I could have been the child who witnessed this dark brutality but I did not care about things as much because with a passage of time this grew darker in my mind and forced me to think even more about what the possibilities were. The young kid is supposed to know about the future and how his life is meant to be but when he is tormented by these kinds of cruelty, it is then that he simply lost his life in a very young age and he is more of a dead soul in a living body. I really feel for their young little kid today and even though many years past, I still see that little boy getting tormented and suffering the pain that no one would ever wish to.

These were the memorable events of my life that forced me to think about the activities that are happening around in your life quite differently and this led to new routes of my life and this third standard of my life was quite a memorable one solely because of these two events. It was time for me to move on and think about stuff quite differently with the assessments that were meant to be conducted quite differently over the passage of time. When you know that unfair stuff is happening around you and you have to cater the activities quite differently than you simply have to take a stand and make sure that you are speaking against the evil and after standing with what is right. This shows the strengths and this is how one can be judged regarding his courageousness regarding how much he is supporting the truth and what is on the right side.

In this entire journey I went through a lot that I would have tolerated otherwise, but all of these were learning experiences that were meant to get even more darker and complicated in the near future. In majority of the phases of my life wherever I have read these three personalities I have always been inspired and I have admired their great qualities like generosity and wisdom but obviously things are way beyond what they appear to be as truth and reality are not quite always in front of everyone. This can be sorted out quite easily and in the longer frame of time these are meant to be conducted with the assessments that one has. When I used to do my homework I never really enjoyed doing it but when I used to describe these three personalities that was literally the best part and the most awaited path for me to do the homework. While doing this homework I used to tell myself that I might be an ordinary person but the personality is that I am writing upon are not quite ordinary or common personalities, rather these are some great personalities whom not just our country should admire but the entire world must admire the three personalities.

That dark tragedy regarding murder of one mother had never really washed away from my mind. I used to keep on thinking about the tragedy and it simply used to hurt me even if I could not solve it through my own hands. Majority of the cases that I have seen regarding such kinds of brutal murders are usually found on TV but when you see these with your own eyes and experience the kind of tragedies in your own presence, then you come to realise that these are quite critical conditions where different members are not looking for the assessments to be catered simply. Majority of the assessments are found to be conducted with the guidance of those members who are looking at the amendments designed by senior members. I was obviously believing what my seniors and what my elders were telling me and that was all about the history that probably one forced me to believe in but how can I know what is the reality and what is the truth when I am not able to go there and I am not personally there with my real presence.

There were plenty of things in my life that I wasn't quite fond of but when they were connected with these three personalities I literally got interested in these activities. Such as reading was not really my thing and I never really enjoyed it but once I got interested in these three personalities I started learning about these personalities simply through reading in different books. Quite likewise, history has never been a subject of interest for me, but I found interest in this subject quote selectively and histories only that portion that was connected with these three personalities was what really inspired me. I was devoted to the three personalities quiet religiously and I used to admire them in such a way as if I was doing some sort of nice dead solely because I was following in the footprints of saints of God. Back then, I obviously didn't know that my inspiration and my admiration would one day turn into a dark tragedy that would only exist in my mind. Plenty of people would try to convince me regarding how to overcome this but I would not be able to. Not because I personally enjoyed these kind of darkness, rather because it was not quite in my own control and authority.

Whenever I listen to music and get intensified while listening to it, I get the thoughts regarding these three personalities but apart from these three I also get the thoughts of the dark tragedy that I witnessed regarding a small child who saw his mother literally dying in front of him. This was more of a tragic event for me solely because that was the first time ever I saw a woman dying and a dead body was kept there in front of me while I was very young and this is not what an innocent person or an innocent kid really deserve to see and I really pray for all the other kids to stay away and keep away from all such activities that can torment them and traumatise them for the rest of their futures. The multiple assessments can be sorted out under the shade of actions that can in the preferred amount of time be conducted in different ways with the changes that are found in one's mind and that was exactly what was told to me by some of my therapist but I never really cared about what they told me.

to be continued...